title:And Big Girls Don't Cry.
date:Saturday, June 23, 2007 | Saturday, June 23, 2007
Sometimes I feel like this blog does not even exist, only because I don't really write daily entries. pff...
Anyways, school term will be starting soon and booohooo hooo... I have not finished my work. Went to watch "Fantastic 4, Rise of the Silver Surfer" yesterday. Storyline was abit too slow moving and short for me. Sort of felt that it was quite meaningless and I guess it was not all that FANTASTIC. Um... so yeah, after that I went to meet up with some of my careteam friends at Holland V for dinner. Ate nasi lemak and it made me so full even though I did not have breakfast and lunch before that. After dinner, we had careteam at Chen Yi's place and Cheryl kept laughing and laughing till I started laughing and everybody was going crazy. AHhhh.. I could've died of laughing at the whole thing. Brian or rather Brain joined us for careteam. Glad I got to know him better over the past few weeks. Hope you get to finish reading your book.(: Hmmm... after careteam, went home with Shawny and when we got home, he told me what position he gets in so that he'll get inspiration. I was like, "WHAT? Really meh?" ahahahah. So yeah, hanging out with my big brother allows me to learn new stuff bout how he does things.
Today, I went for ballet and we were so tired of the jumping excercise. Really... jumping is not all that fun when you have to only use one leg to push yourself off the ground.): After ballet, I took the train to harbourfront station so that I could take a bus to church to attend the memorial service. Met Charmaine Tan on the train.(: Reached there and attended the service.
The service really made me realise on how one should treasure life and use it to the fullest. Just like how our late brother in Christ Brother Arthur Chong. He must have experienced life's richest experiences. Although I didn't really talk to him while he was still around, he did make me feel a sense of warmth during the church camp when I smiled at him over the dinner table and he smiled back on one of the days. Guess he told me through his smile that we should treasure moments of our lives when we wake up in the morning alive and ready to start another day, and that we should just live every single minute of our lives to it's fullest even at it's lowest times. Thank you for helping me understand it better.(:
Started talking to Charmaine about what our own funerals will be like. What people would say about us and how we lived our lives. Perhaps Janelle will have alot to say about me. hahah(: I remembered telling my brother that I did not want people to wear black or grey when they attend my wake and that I would love sunflowers to be given instead of those funny yellow flowers they put around. People would be singing happy songs and not the slow and moanieee ones.
Well, I'm only saying this because I don't know what tomorrow holds.(: Mmmm... guess this was the highlight of my week. Have a good week next week everybody!(:
-what kind of impression do you want to leave on people? Just the physical appearance? Or the inner appearance?-
love andrea