title:OooEeeeAHhh.
date:Thursday, August 02, 2007 | Thursday, August 02, 2007
(drew something new today, think it looks quite interesting although yeah... it looks horribly saddest. It's not!!! At least I know that I was not feeling much in that way while drawing.)Ooohh my head hurt, my head hurts... yes it does.-_- I feel so drained by the time I get home. My eyes feel so dead and I can feel EYEBAGS building up under my eyes.. really. Then again, I hear some nearby voices shouting out my name and I wake up over again. The world is still the same and I am sitting by my study table listening to the news playing on the radio about the Korean hostages... So many things are going on, and I am down here trying my best to focus on the pages I'm flipping through infront of me.The lines are just repeating itself. Anyways, Tony's sister, Carrie will be coming down from Australia to Singapore soon. Chevelle and Tony are coming down this end of the year. Once again, I can't wait. Really miss them lots. Missed those times where I went out with Velle to Orchard and sat down by the stone benches just to talk about who we were interested in while eating some waffle ice cream. hahah. Those were the fun days, but I'm sure there would be newer types of fun soon. Christmas for an example. One of my favourite festivals of the year. Usually, I'll just pretend I'm in some winter wonderland, when actually... it's just raining. I remembered pretending that rain was snow when I was younger. My brother and I would think that if the weather was cold enough in Singapore, it might just snow. (just might...) I still LOVE to think of it in that way, but I know now that such things can't possibly be true. Or can they? hahah. Nah.
Then I look over my shoulder and realised I've dropped so many things along the way. The burdens in which I carry on my back, all seemed to have faded away while I was walking on. Kind of like the little pilgrims journey to heaven's gates. God must have cut holes in my burden bag so that I'd just let go and stop holding on so tight to things I don't really need.
So I'll end today's entry, smiling at myself with satisfaction because I've learnt something new about myself today even though I'm so tired..sigh. Prelims: 4 days.
ANDRea-_- ( I feel like I've got no eyes)