title:I'm going back to the start.
date:Wednesday, October 17, 2007 | Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Today in History, I learnt that the COLD WAR has something to do with JAMES BOND and MACDONALDS!!! hahhah. Kept laughing with Camellia during class. Camellia bought a cool pink doughnut scotchtape thingy today while we were at Serene Centre. I have jelly tots in my pocket now. Been drowning myself in them since just now. (I shared with Ethel and Cam:D)
Just called Janelle for a short while just now to check on how's she's doing since now is her study leave. Think she's going crazy from it just like how I did. Anyways, school made me think of what I really want to do after Secondary school life. Fashion? Inventing? Something? I'm really confused now. Been thinking of what I should do to my life. All I know, is that if I want to do what I want to do, I really have to step up soon and go all the way for it. I'm unsure about the N level results, but I've left it to Him quite awhile ago. Cherms talked to me in school today too. I think she's feeling a tinch doubtful about the results. Or maybe a lot. I really think she can make it through to 5N2, but I guess we all can't always be sure about ourselves sometimes. Argh, school has never been the best topic to talk about but we can't escape it. Right?:(
We've all grown a little stronger and a little more hopeful after the N levels, but I know we're still getting the uneasy vibe about it. I could see it in the eyes of my classmates. Especially while Mr.A was talking to us yesterday during SS. Which point are you on. The tension is on and I know it'll take a while before O levels really really really sinks into my preoccupied brain. Sigh, this stinks!! Hmm, let go and let Him. YES! Something I have to be in good terms with before doing anything. So many things seem to be going on.
BIRTHDAY PLANS:
Will be turning 16 soon and actually, it ain't such a big thing. I remember being the little girl who couldnt sleep the night before her birthday.HAHAH!
I told my mum and my aunt about how I would love to spend it. Would most probably hang out with my close friends on the 8th of November(the day I was supposed to be born on) and spend the 9th with Janelle if she does not have any papers on that day and on the 10th, my birthday itself with my FAMILY. Already hinted that I wanted a surprise homecooked dinner and movie. I really love my family. So much till I can't stop smiling to myself everytime I think of all the madness we've been through for the past 16 years:D I can't believe it. Really. Time constantly is something I always look back on. How it flies! Anyways... I leave the bottom line for my 4/7 and 4/8 friends to dwell on.
Are you at point 'D' or point 'B'? - Mr.A
How bad do you want to pull through-----------
AndreaLi