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title:Hung me on the line.
date:Wednesday, April 02, 2008 | Wednesday, April 02, 2008
Somehow, somewhere, everywhere, I keep singing the same song over and over in my head. "Maybe I'm amazed" by Jem. Remembered hearing it while watching 'The O.C' Hmm... strange.Right now, at this point of time. There seems to be a million and one things on my mind. Some of which, I don't think are important.*guilty face*. Sigh, I guess this is how I tell that I am perfectly normal and my brain has not overheated itself. There are many things I would like to change now. Believe me when I say that. Like the things I've said before, things I've done before, things I should never be thinking of. Well, at least not at this point of my life. Yet, I feel that if I had never gone through those life changing experiences, I would not have been able to handle those various situations I've been in. Like looking at people into the eyes so I'll look more confident, though I am shaking inside. hahaha!!! At least during interviews I do that. lol. I want so many things, but I know I can't hold them all at the same time...oh man... I really need to sort things out. At least I'm not the only one needing to do this. I need to stay calm. Breathe and let go.to a certain friend whom I'm talking to now,this is for you(: I love you ok? Everything in its time - Corrinne May
Sometimes I wonder what lies ahead
How long till my hunger is fed
They say it's hard to make it in this part of town
So many people on this merry-go-round
Some folks try astrology,
Some turn to crystal balls,
To find an answer,
To get through it all just fall on my knees and I try to pray
In the silence I can hear Him say
The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time
I often feel like I'm two steps behind
Somebody must have moved that finish line
There are a thousand reasons
Why I should give up
But I'm stubborn in the things I believe
The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
'cause maybe there's another plan
One I still can't see
A little surprise, like your love in my life
Funny how time changes how we see
The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time
Everything in its time
every beat of my heart
andrea
p.s. I am trying to keep my chin up(: